Am back! + Small update

Hello everyone!

So I finally got my PC back! I should complain for them taking so long. I send my PC in before christmas and got it a few days ago (picked it up yesterday). So long for just replacing a harddisc! Sadly it also means everything on my PC is gone. All 10.000+ pictures, so I'll have to take new. Also all my exam documents, and whatnot. Very annoying indeed, but I cannot do anything about it anyway. I'm just happy to have my own PC back! 

It's been quite some time since I've been blogging, so what has been happening meanwhile? Both good and bad I can tell you. 

I spend christmas pretty calm, and I won't make a christmas haul as I only got things I need for moving out, like kitchen materials and such stuff. Pretty boring, but I wish to move out as soon as possible. 

My boyfriend visited me here from 26th of December and untill 4th of January, and I had a lot of lovely days with him as usual! We spend the New Years at a friends house, in Germany. So different from usual! Since he left I haven't slept much, I've been stressing around, especially with 2 x exams and lots of driving (my driving test is tomorrow. I probably will fail again - sigh). The thing is that I am really running out of luck. I failed school miserable this year, which is my final year and final chance, so my chances of getting a job when I get out are very, very small. Other than that, I am running out of money, all spend on drivers license. Life is no fun for me anymore, and even forcing a smile is getting rough.

Sorry for all these depressing updates, but I prefer that over lying to my followers and readers. I hope I see lighter times soon, and I am getting help so don't worry. I just wanted to update you guys on what's going on currently, and also why I might blog less and with lesser enthausism. It will come back, I promise, I just have some dark times I must get over right now, so bear with me! 

Anyways, I hope you all had a great christmas, new year, a nice holiday and a better start on 2014 than I did. Take care of yourself!

I will upload my next post, hopefully a review from my korean haul bag in 2013, that I never finished. It will be up as soon as possible! 

Here's just some random holiday-day photos so this post is less boring ~~ 

Random OOTD from the weeks with my boyfriend. 

 My makeup and bow-hairstyle on christmas eve!

 My beloved teddy that was my christmas-present from my boyfriend. It's more than 50cm big, and it's super huge and fluffy. I spray it with his perfume almost daily, and it's always right beside me when I sleep!

Shopping with my boyfriend in Fördepark, Germany. He bought me the cute pink pants, and I love them!

 Thought I'm not really a fan of Starbucks, nor taking pictures of Starbucks, I found the smiley-thing so cute! 

One of many stupid, pointless selfies in the car. We went somewhere every single day. Lots of car-driving requieres selfies! 

 My new years eve-outfit. Kitty shoes, black jeans, a korean clubbing shirt, bow-hairstyle and my korean bag. 

 Stupid selfie with one of those yummy chinese boxes. Got lots and lots of unhealthy chinese food!

 Yummy fried shrimps I shared with boyfie. So yummy with the garlic sauce!

Love. Yay

Nomnom. Foodporn! Gained quite some weight that I am losing here in january. (Already a kg lost so far, so it's all good.)

Ending the post with some love: 

Thanks for reading. Bye for now!